E trovo Andy il matto che e' vent'anni che e' li
e mi dice qui va bene cosi'
tanto tutto e' troppo e basta quel che hai
e forse un giorno lo capirai
Ma te che ne sai
ma chi cazzo sei?
pero' so che ha ragione lui
perche' lui e' un matto autentico
e io troppo spesso mi dimentico che quiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

QUI NON è HOLLYWOOOOOOOOD

"To Sheila"

Twilight fades
Through blistered avalon
The sky's cruel torch
On aching autobahn
Into the uncertain divine
We scream into the last divide

You make me real
You make me real
Strong as i feel
You make me real

Sheila rides on crashing nightingale
Intake eyes leave passing vapor trails
With blushing brilliance alive
Because it's time to arrive

You make me real
You make me real
Strong as i feel
You make me real

Lately I just can't seem to believe
Discard my friends to change the scenery
It meant the world to hold a bruising faith
But now it's just a matter of grace

A summer storm graces all of me
Highway warm sing silent poetry
I could bring you the light
And take you home into the night

You make me real
Lately I just can't seem to believe
You make me real
Discard my friends to change the scenery
Strong as i feel
It meant the world to hold a bruising faith
You make me real
But now it's just a matter of grace

                                Smashing Pumpkins

Come piccole pietre miliari sui bordi di una strada, le canzoni stanno ai bordi delle nostre vite a scandire i ricordi, e quando una canzone è legata ad un ricordo non la si slega più. Non la si può ascoltare che da soli, celebrando il momento, perchè non è più utilizzabile per altri attimi significvativi, sarebbe quasi in mezzo in quanto ostacolo al presente, troppo grande per non fare ombra su momenti nuovi. Io sono gelosissima delle canzoni - poche- che hanno segnato la mia vita, per questo le tengo da ascoltare in macchina e da sola, quando magari viaggio di notte e mi accarezzano col soffio della memoria. BUON WEEK END A TUTTI!

It's you that I adore 
you'll always be my whore 
you'll be a mother to my child 
and child to my heart 

We must never be apart 
we must never be apart 
lovely girl you're the beauty in my world 
without you there aren't reasons left to fight 

And I'll pull your crooked teeth 
you'll be perfect just like me 
you'll be a lover in my bed 
and a gun to my head 

We must never be apart 
we must never be apart 
lovely girl you're the murder in my world 
dressing coffings for the souls I've left to die 

Drinking mercury to the mystery 
of all that you should ever seek to find...in time 

In you I see dirty 
in you I count stars 
in you I feel so pretty 
in you I taste god 
in you I feel so hungry 
in you I crash cars 

We must never be apart 

Drinking mercury to the mystery 
of all that you should ever seek to find 
lovely girl you're the murder in my world 
dressing coffings for the souls I've left behind... in time 

We must never be apart 

You'll always be my whore 
Cause you're the one that I adore 
And I'll pull your crooked teeth 
You'll be perfect just like me 

In you I feel so dirty 
In you I crash cars 
In you I feel so pretty 
In you I taste God...God...uh-huh uh-huh 

We must never be apart 

(Ava Adore, Smashing Pumpkins)